boom boom boom..

okay so like, i havent posted in a while, cause i was in the hospital, wasnt in the mood too..worn out, but now im feeling better, a little. anywho,
happy birthday regan and hannah ^^.

last night, was amazing.. thanks to her. one of the thousands of wishes ive made. :]
not letting go, this time.

i keep looking on my wall, and hot damn, taylor lautner is bringing sexi back. (L)

kso, im dont for now. <3

iloveyou.

...and it begins.

first off, id like to say Happy birthday mia!!! <3 finally 15. ;)anyway, this guy named drew, whose 24 in the army. He wasnt suppose to come over till tomm. but he wants to today... im so nervous!! i hate meeeting people the first time. but we're going to starbucks, and i guess gonna hang. we'll see how that goes. haha. :)anywho, i thought id blog, since itd prolly be the last time im on today. if any of yall has the digits, text it. :) hehe. thanks! <3 byee....iloveyou,morethanyouwilleverthink:$$$$$$<3

sooooo

not blogging long. :) i sure the fuck hope things are getting better, i love her more than ever, and i wont fuck it up.. this time. i promise.

but good night everyoone.

no more..

im done trying..
im done trying to prove to you, things..
im sorry i ever felt this way.
whatever happens, happen..
i will no longer try for something thats not going to happen.

Thanks

Gahhhhh.

im not writing much, gonna go to bed..
but i honestly dont know what to do..
at all, anymore )': i wish i did.
well anyway, night. <3

& I had to tell you I need you.

okokok, so yall, as of tomm, ive know mia a whole fucking year :33333. she wrote me one of the cutest emails. It sure did make me smile. and than i sent raquel a voice clip singing in high pitch ;] never agaaain. i sound like a chick. woohoo. anywho..

im blogging cos i told chantelle i would everyday, well pinky promised.. but whatevs.

yanno, i kinda really love you, more than i expected to, ever. :$$
& its not as bad as i thought it would be. i kinda really love it too. ;]

ya so im ramboling on.
ive never realized how many frans i can keep for ex.raq,mia,michelle,chantelle,dylan..and more.
pre amazing eh?
ya i think so too.
this blog is pointless.
oh yay, i just found out arbie had a dream of me, and speaking of dreams, dylan did too. ! :D
yay, im on lots of peoples mind. :$
nao im listening to counting crows, he has a hot voice.
lalallaaaaaaaaaaa! <3
my life is decent, other than the fact i feel fucking horrible about my twin sisters. having to go through childhood, without a father..hard. ill be there for them. :)))
mammatravis to the rescue!!!
o damn, my bday is coming up, and im getting old. jellin people? ya i think so. ;)
anywho, im done for now. yayayay. not that anyone is gunna read all of this. LMFAO.
im so stupid.
o wait, speaking of stupid, chantelle said im stupid, and my vocabulary is beyond toddlers. dont use big words against me, cos im not smart, juss sayin. (:


k pce yalll.

iloveyoubbcakes<3

for a change..

So yall, theres this one lady, not mentioning names, one who has my heart, and doesnt realize it. One who i can be my complete self around. infact, i love her.. and i doubt she even knows it, even if i told her over and over..she will never know, how much i love her.. how much she means to me. Only if there was a way to show, tell how much..id do it in a heartbeat. Not only is she my bestie, shes my everything, my world, my life.. an i doubt she even knows that much. on top of loving her..

i guess i love chantelle? LMFAO. says someone. -dies and i sure dont.. well ya as a fran. but anyway, ill stop.

kiloveyou.